Monday, October 8, 2018

Now You See It!

It seems that is the title with which this article is going to be published in the print edition of  "The New Yorker"!

Thursday, September 13, 2018

Right to Equality finally falls in place for the LGBTQ community!

This is an old news already, but writing anyway. Last week, Indian Supreme Court has decriminalized gay sex. Sec 377, a controversial British-era law that banned consensual gay-sex, has been partially struck down by this historic judgement!

The members of the bench that delivered this landmark judgement said that majority views cannot dictate constitutional rights and that social morality cannot violate the rights of even a single individual! Now that's so right, ain't it? The bench went a step further and even said that society and history owe an apology to LGBTQ community and their families! Wow, that's commendable...people speaking so honestly and accepting historic mistakes. More details here and here.

I don't really know the repercussions of this judgement (some do fear this will lead to increase in group sex and number of pedophiles etc etc), but on the outset, I feel it's a welcoming change for many of those who are in the closet. Things might not change immediately, it might still take a generation or two, but at least it seems like the beginning of a brighter journey ahead for many.

Sunday, September 9, 2018

Earth Overshoot!

As usual, I was late to check on which day the Earth Overshoot Day happened to fall this year and update here. I happened to check it about a month ago, a few days after Earth Overshoot Day, but was too laid-back to write about it here. Unlike before, I'm not much interested in writing these days. Even when I want to blog something, I keep procrastinating it. So now that I have started, today's write-up is probably going to be long.

So, the Earth Overshoot Day this year fell on August 02 (some sources say August 01. But, I personally feel it's Aug 02 given some signs I observed). For those who are reading about this concept for the first time, Earth Overshoot Day is that time of the year by which we, the humanity, have used more from nature than what our planet can renew in the entire year. It means we are "taking" from Earth beyond what it can "give". Our WANTS require 1.7 Earths...but what we "want" from 1.7 Earths, we are extracting it from the one Earth, the only Earth we have. Simply put, our wants have outgrown the allotted budget and we lead our lives (extravagantly or otherwise) at the cost of exploiting Earth.

If you have observed, I said we "want" 1.7 Earths. I said that based on the resource consumption statistics for the past decade. On an average, it seems we have been "using" 1.7 Earths year after year! But do we really "need" to use 1.7 Earths? If the answer is no, then my previous statement can be modified as - On an average, it seems we have been using 1.7 Earths year after year whether or NOT we need it.

When I just step out of home and go out, I see the roads buzzing with cars. These days almost every second person has a car in Hyderabad I guess. Just some 7-8 years ago, this was definitely not the case. Having a car was still a luxury back then. That was the transition point when the gap between need and luxury was blurring...for cars I mean. There was a time when I wanted to buy a car quite some years ago, but for whatever reasons I did not. Later my brother did. From then on, I didn't see the need for it. I use public transportation most of the time and so far it has been going good. Anyway back to the point, now how do so many people get to use cars? Simple, one might generally say. "They have the money for it, they can afford it, so they buy it." But not really! More than half actually can't afford it right away. Maybe they can, but that is eventually...half way down the line in their lives. But for now, they do it through loans. If the concept of loans wasn't there, the consumption patterns of not just cars, but of many things, would be so much more different!

Whatever maybe the reason, it hurts to see the planet being affected by the emissions from this traffic just because people can somehow afford a luxury. We are leaping towards cleaner energies now..CNG, Electric vehicles...so maybe in the coming future, the growing number of cars might not be that much of a concern after all.

When I go to Malls, I see that they are filled with heaps of clothes, accessories, appliances, electronic goods, food and beverages and many other goods. People, some people, not all, buy them beyond their needs. The amount of clothing, a person just a century ago used in their whole life time, perhaps is being used in a couple of years itself now. People in general would not see any harm in this sort of consumption. One might ask, "What's wrong in it? Things are being produced. We have the money for them, so we buy them!" So, there shifts the problem! The problem does not lie in buying. It lies in producing! The society is just driven by consumerism. What can any "one" person do? And how can any one person change this? But slow down and think once, where are the resources for ALL these goods and services coming from? They are coming from Earth itself.

Another thing I watch in dismay is - the growth of software sector...the trend of more and more people becoming software engineers, like clerks of the yesteryears! The trend of everything being woven around software...that trend looks very disturbing for me. Let's take a simple online transaction for example - "Ordering a pizza online to eat it along with the family". On the outset, it involves a few internet clicks by the customer to place an order, pickup of pizza by the delivery person and finally the delivery. Now, let's compare it with "Buying a pizza offline to eat it along with the family". The customer has to go to the restaurant, pickup the pizza and bring it home or the whole family can go and dine in there and come back home. On the outset, the first transaction looks simpler and looks like lesser resources are involved because the fuel for commutation used by the delivery boy is less given that the delivery boy is not dedicated for one delivery only and has multiple deliveries on a given route. On the other hand in the second transaction, the fuel is more than double the fuel taken in the first transaction. But, what about the internet clicks in the first transaction? Are they just benign? No resources involved in it? As you might already know, there is indeed some carbon footprint involved in the internet traffic. You can check here, the amount of CO2 emissions triggered by different kinds of activities.

What hurts me the most is the waste disposal system. The inefficient ways through which waste is disposed in India at least, is alarming. Have you ever heard of Ghazipur mountain of trash? At a height of 40-50m (around the size of a 10-storey building), spanning 70 acres, this is the largest garbage mound in North India. Last year, an avalanche of garbage collapsed from the landfill, killing two people. If you want to know more, you may google it up. It is during such a search that I came to know that this landfill has grown beyond the waste management techniques available in India. Since the basic tenets of segregation at source and decentralization of waste management haven't been followed here, simple burning is not going to solve the problem in this case, as it involves the release of poisonous gases. European countries are doing very well in this aspect for a long time already. Kudos to them! I do not have links to the exact sources I had referred to, but long back I have come across some references which say that US too is struggling with this menace of waste management...with disposable diapers alone contributing to 30% of its non-biodegradable waste. All I can say here is, we humans really complicate things in the name of sophistication and development.

If there is one thing I'm interested in, at the moment, it is this - innovate solutions for efficient waste management. Nothings interests me as much. I wish I had a Masters Degree in it from Europe by this time, lol. I wish I could do some research on it and offer simple, workable solutions in India. To me, this is the need of the hour. It is during such times that one realizes that this life is too short to do the things you want to do. It's definitely not impossible to do, but given my current state, I do not have the resources and circumstances favouring me. Instead, I would just wait and watch somebody else do it.

Going back in time, perhaps happy were the times of barter exchange. Happy it was, when there was no money. People produced only what they needed.Whatever was excess, they exchanged it to get things they needed. Man created money, much to his detriment maybe! By creating this illusionary concept of money he is assuming ownership of resources of earth in arbitrary fashion! Yes I said it, "in an arbitrary fashion, man is assuming the ownership of resources". Man decided that the work of a software architect is more valuable than that of a person who lays a concrete road. The first one is paid, say 1 lakh rupees a month and the later one say 5000 rupees a month. The first one gets access to more goods and services, hence more natural resources, through the license of money. The later one gets access to lesser resources. The superiority or inferiority of the work is decided by man. But, when seen from nature's point of view, a software engineer damages more nature than a person who lays a road. Who is supposed to be rewarded and who is supposed to be granted more resources?

The production of goods and services today is NOT happening based on the NEEDS. It's happening based on the WANTS, the arbitrary wants shaped by the comforts and far-flung ambitions of man because of which mere growth is not sufficient..he needs accelerated growth, the brakes of which he long lost control of. But my question here is, why should the Earth pay for his overambitiousness and selfishness?

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Friday, July 20, 2018

Living a discontinuity...



I had already posted this quote long ago in my blog. But posting it again coz, merely understanding it is one thing and living it out is another!!!

Not very long ago, I've written this post - "If they could, they would!" complaining about my family. After that, I even lived for a while away from them. I think I needed that time away from them to appreciate the value of family and what all I was missing staying away from them. Also that time acted as good buffer for all the heat that ensued between us because of my Awakening, to settle down. And recently, I joined them back too.

I'm amazed at how differently I now view my family. It's not really about my stay away from my family. This is not the first time I stayed away from them. It's more about the changed Kundalini patterns within me. I now see how much they care for me, all the work they still do for me as though I'm still a kid (I feel bad to be still taking their service...I keep looking for ways to break those patterns but fail most of the times!)

They haven't changed in anyway during this brief span, they are still the same, I mean they provide for my "needs" as they did when I was a child, but they definitely don't understand how to provide for my emotional needs (and my emotional needs until sometime ago were HUGE). With reduced (to almost no) Kundalini flow, THE CHANGE has actually come within me. The way I respond to situations has changed, I don't have any expectations as such from them, that they should behave in such and such way and calm me down, assure me of their love, support yada yada yada. Even as a child, I was the same, I never had any expectations from them. Maybe, that's the reason why I was happy. I'm no more emotionally sensitive, I'm not triggered easily...so on and so forth and hence naturally the situations too don't heat up that easily and are always under control.

The good news is that I'm back to my self actually. The Kundalini process has brought a different side (err, different sides ;-)) out of me all these days (all these years actually!) and as the process is settling itself out, my "self" too is stabilizing. I'm very happy with this new development really. No heavy bouts of Consciouness streaming through me, nor heavy Kundalini gushing through me, no head-breaking head-aches, no nervous break-downs, no heavy synchronicities, no urge to write down my thoughts or blog my ideas, no quest for information, no studying and processing of cosmic signs, no need to update any Cosmic Story, no need to meditate for long hours to streamline the energy, no dilemma as to which energy pattern to meditate on, to placate the energy, no twin-flame waiting pangs, no practicing of songs and diligently uploading them on to the blog, no disaster energy streaming through me and finally no spiritual void that used to consume me and my time like a saw of emptiness drilling forever.

Actually most of the things I listed now stopped almost 2 years ago when the Spiritual Void started. The Kundalini took a backseat then itself. But since the Void took its place big time and played a bigger wreck, I could not rejoice in anyway. Now that the Void has vanished, I'm finally rejoicing. I'm actually celebrating. Whoa, I have so much "time" left for myself! I can do so many things now, which I couldn't dare do for years!

All this feels like a discontinuity for me. It's not that I'm full of energy and functioning with passion! I'm still in the inertia of my past. The drag is still there. But I know I have moved out of that space! Sometimes, I don't understand the context of my present when I see it from my past. It doesn't make much sense. I don't even know how to put it, but I think you are getting it. Any discontinuity can be approached from either ends, either limits. Approaching this moment, through the limits of my past doesn't give me a proper perspective. Approaching it through the expanses of my future, adds some perspective, some value.

My life might not be fabulous and happening at the moment. But, it is not the same standstill bedrock of grief it once was...touch wood it has finally started to flow and make some progress. How I drive it and take it ahead, again is up to me. With acceptance of what has happened in my past and gratitude towards the latest privilege of normalcy I'm enjoying, I must say I'm finally reaching a happy space. Woooh!!






Tuesday, June 5, 2018

Taking one for the other...

How we create bad from good...


Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Free!

It's been quite a tiresome journey for me so far waiting for a milestone in my twin flame journey. But, the milestone I have reached today is quite a different one and it set me free from this twin flame journey itself...atleast it seems so...and I'll be happy if it remains so.

Yes, to put the truth honestly, I have been waiting for my (ex) twin flame so far. Yes, I DID wait for him...not to come like a knight in the shining armor and rescue me from something or set me free. I was waiting for him to talk to me and fill the spaces in my twin flame story...fit the missing pieces of puzzle, so that I know why I experienced things I experienced. I thought he holds the missing pieces of the puzzle. I honestly thought he is the only one in this world who could do that for me. So, I DID patiently wait for him. In the process, maybe I also chased him in a way and probably bothered him too.

But, as anyone can guess, there's a limit for human patience. For a long time, I was feeling this way. But today, I could quantify those feelings and I'm totally convinced too. I suddenly started thinking, why in this world, was I placing so much power in his hands? Why should I be waiting to know something he was not ready to reveal to me? How is it even relevant to me now...now that I could live for complete 6 years without knowing it ever since my Kundalini Awakening? I'm finally convinced that I don't need to know anything from him. Whatever he wants to hide from me or hold back (or if there's nothing he is holding back and if it is all only my illusion), I don't want to know any of it. I'm good the way it is now and I can move on in my life.

I can go on and on and write more, but I don't feel it is worth my time. It just suffices to say, I'm free now from the shackles and bondage of this twin flame journey. I also want my ex-twin flame to know that he too is free from my chasing and waiting. Good bye.

Friday, March 30, 2018

Man and the animal!

"For millions of years, mankind lived just like the animals...Then something happened which unleashed the power of our imagination. We learned to talk and we learned to listen. Mankind's greatest achievements have come about by talking, and its greatest failures by not talking. With the technology at our disposal, the possibilities are unbounded. All we need to do is make sure we keep talking."
                       -- Stephen Hawking.

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Mere acceleration of the inevitable conclusion!

Passive Euthanasia it is!

Unwarranted medical support, Meaningful Existence, Living Will and the right of self-determination.

Death is certainly better than life, in a case where one has to die every moment to live.

All in all, the Judgement is laudable as it hails "The Right to live with dignity" even if death is the only resort.

But one gap I find is, what about those cases where people go into coma or vegetative state suddenly (let's say coz of accidents), hence do not have a sound mind to give a Living Will well ahead! May be, this too will be covered eventually!

Thursday, March 1, 2018

Bad horoscopes!

"Sorry, but some people can never be cool. It's just bad horoscope."
   -- @flawsophy.

Saturday, January 20, 2018

Dead-End

“Persistent people are able to visualize the idea of light at the end of the tunnel when others can’t see it. At the same time, the smartest people are realistic about not imagining light when there isn’t any.”

    -- Seth Godin.